And then it was November...

I had a birthday in September. We made floral arrangements for the cemetery that month. Then I blinked, turned around and what is this? November? Thanksgiving is almost here. It's a bittersweet time for me. I get to be with family which I dearly love, but the thoughts, memories and feelings of Kiko are everywhere. Has it already been three years? It's been a big blur of sadness, illness and floundering. I want to go on but don't want anyone to ever think I have forgotten. I haven't. I won't. I don't want to.

But I am determined to have a good holiday season. I've been doing crafts again. Right now though I'm working on some holiday arrangements. Time to change the halloween to Christmas.

I'm tired. Hate the time change and also my tummy feels awful.

J