The day is done.. and I'm tired

I didn't get one single bit of exercise in today. I've been trying every day to do something. I know I need more exercise and I also know if I don't start moving more very soon I will not be able to move. That is scary. The one thing I don't want is to be old, unable to get up and down by myself and need someone to pick me up and put me down... people get tired of that ya know. Sometimes old people don't get good treatment. Another reason I want to lose some more weight.. if I weigh as much as an elephant no one is gonna want to help me up. It's too hard for them... I don't want to ever be in that predicament. I actually felt pretty good until I saw a picture of me sitting down today... gee whiz what a belly. I am old and I am fat. Two very unfun things. But we had a good day and a very good dinner.. it was all low carb, well except for the rice and the brownies....... but I didn't eat them.. I could smell those brownies though. They actually called out to me, but I was strong and pretended not to hear.

I'm going to bed in a minute. I'm tired and have another big day tomorrow... will finally get the flowers to the cemetery.. I'm ashamed of myself for taking so long.

J