aaaaaarrrrrrrrrruuugggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Waited three months to get an appt. with the orthopedist... got there and he checked me over, asked questions etc and then announced he doesn't do knee replacements anymore. Wonder why they couldn't have told me that before. He did them last year when I saw him... wonder why they didn't send announcements to their patients... but he sent me to get it x-rayed and says he will refer me to a dr. here in redbluff that does do the replacements..

That's all I know. I'm pissed because it feels as if I've wasted three or more months in pain.

Hard here for everyone... waiting and waiting and of course I think the waiting has only just begun. Things with the government are always slow coming. Just wish there were some way we could get Jerris car fixed and find her a place to stay. I know she's very tired of doing nothing.. She'd feel better in her own place I think.

Hopefully I'll sleep tonight.

J