Thanksgiving

We're going to Ramons today. I cooked a turkey and will take a big container of that. Made some low carb stuffing, but only a little as most eat the regular stuff. I made a jello salad with diet cran/grape juice instead of the aspartame laced Jello.. And I did a nice big Christmas cake. Wanted to do some jello pies but pooped out. Got too tired. Knee hurt.

Today is the 26th.. one year since Kiko died. Can't believe that happened. I've never had such deep pain. And it's not letting up. Hate it when people say Time heals.. that's bs no amount of time will heal this pain. Don't even want it to be healed. Don't ever want to have a time that this isn't painful.

Must get ready.
J