One Year

Today it's been one year since we had Kiko's memorial service. Can't believe a year has passed. The whole thing is so vivid in my mind. I have heard pain dulls, but it doesn't happen in a year I know that. And I doubt it will ever happen. I don't even want it to dull. I want it to always stay sharp, to cut to the quick as a reminder of who he was and his great capacity to care for others. My greatest sadness is that he didn't have the time to do all that he dreamed about. He didn't have the time to show the world how fantastically talented he was. I will never stop crying.

J