Does anyone ever really know another?

Doubt it. I doubt it very much.

Bad day today.. dog barked almost continuously with that awful shrill bark of his. He can't stand to see a car go by or anyone walk by... if someone fourteen doors down goes out to mail a letter he barks. My only alternative is to close the blinds. And I absolutely hate a dark house. I've always liked my house open and light. It's so depressing with everything closed up and dark. So what is the answer? I haven't any. He's a good dog. Smart to and fun. But when he barks all that fun and smartness doesn't mean a whole lot. I'm very tired tonight. Very very tired.

Friday... television isn't even much good tonight. Probably be cops or the friday night fights. I don't think I want to watch that. I'm not in a good mood now. Stuff happens. Tomorrow will be better. I need to do something outside the house. Need to go somewhere. Not take the dog. I feel tied sometimes. Hate that. But I know if we are to have peace we have to be the ones to make our own. No one is responsible for another. I'll find my way here, any minute now.

J