Friday morning

Didn't sleep because of the pain again... so hard to feel good when a person doesn't sleep. Hurts to turn over, hurts to move.

The mattress is horrible too. Need a new one badly. Don't think I'll ever buy a pillow top thing again. This one wore out and down in three short years. That's not good enough for me. I remember when mattresses used to last for years and years. My back is suffering because of this one. When we went camping and slept in the trailer my back didn't bother me near as much. Gonna start thinking about a new mattress.

Shower time... then to the orthopedist. Hopefully we can get something going here to fix the knee.. hate the thought of surgery and all the pain afterward with physical therapy, but it has to be done. Can't keep this stupid pain up forever.

I'm very tired this morning.. gets old after awhile. Need some changes here too. Feel like my life is zooming by and I'm doing nothing with it. Limbo. Waiting. Do we really have time for this?

J