Cant keep up

Well I could but I find other things to do or sometimes I have nothing to write about... But today I got my new bedspreads. How I love to shop online. There's nothing you can't find. Going to store after store after store and no bedspreads were to be found except heavy ones or comforters.. heavy stuff that weighs me down..pulls on my legs, feet and knees and hurts. But what a difference online was. I had a hard time choosing there were so many. Tomorrow I'll take a picture.

Got another new t-shirt today, like as though I needed one. I have so many clothes now it's a shame. I don't wear half of them, but can't bear to throw or give them away. I've already given away most of my good things. I feel my pants and shorts tighter than they were. They still fit but they aren't comfortable. Wanted to lose ten pounds before the reunion, now I'll be lucky if I lose five. I could lose more but I would have to be hungry. Don't like hungry. Hate it. Cannot and will not endure hunger. Guess I just need to change the way I eat... but wait, I have changed the way I eat. I've cut way back on fat, but the problem is I've upped the carbs. Hard because carbs are the only foods that feel good in my tummy.

Woe is me, almost 73 and haven't got this weight thing figured out yet. Oh well I'll do the best I can. J