It's not up to me....

And it's not up to me to fix all the meals... to run the dishwasher, to put the dishes away, to plan, shop for and buy the groceries... to put them all away and keep track of the whole thing. I am only responsible for me. In a minute I'm going to make my lunch. If anyone is hungry, they can find something. Tired.

And I don't have to get over anything. I can dwell wherever the hell my mind wants to go. It's my mind and I control it... don't need to "take" something for anything. Taking a pill will not make other people nice. Pills are a good thing I spose if they are needed, but I don't need them for my mind to be at peace. I just need other people to be nice. It's actually not a very difficult thing to do. And it's actually not my problem, so don't whine to me about anything... just take care of it.

I'm hungry. J