You know... I remember

when I wasn't so sure of myself... when I thought I deserved the unhappiness I had. When I thought I was fat because I had no will power... when I thought I wasn't as bright or smart as other people. When I had no hope of ever being able to survive on my own.. And lots of other negatives too... like I thought I was ugly. I grew up feeling so ugly. Not many people ever told me I was pretty. I didn't have the figure, the hair the big eyes, nothing. I did not have it. I was a plain jane wallflower sit in the corner at the school dances type of person. My growing up years were not so much fun. Then I had my family... still had insecure feelings. Self esteem was at zero or below. But then something happened. I began to read and read and read. I got a computer and went online. I met people who showed me how wrong I had been. How I had let people put negative stuff in my mind.... Now I know who I am. I know there is nothing wrong with my head, my heart or my body. I am as good looking as anyone. I am worth all that I deserve... and I deserve everything. I am me. I am ok. I love me. Wheeeeeeee what a freeing feeling. J