Christima is coming

It's a time that used to excite me.. I loved decorating, cooking, shopping and wrapping presents. I loved the sights, sounds and smells.... People seemed more friendly, more caring,, nicer. But I've lost those feelings. I shared so much with Kiko. Not that I loved him more than the others but we were together more, we shared more. He loved Christmas just like I did. And now he's not here. So many memories. With whom shall I share them now? Everyone has their own lives. It's not the same anymore. '

I'm decorating because I know Kiko would want me to. But it's not the same. Never will be the same again.

J